its been a year and ive done nothing with my life..i had so many dreams of what i wanted to be now i dont know what the fuck i want. i tried holding onto the past and been stuck in a rut for so long and now ive let go i dont have a clue what to do with myself, yes ive got a lovely boyfriend who i adore but i want more from life is that too much to ask? i miss how things used to be but now ive realised you cant hold onto things forever because at the end of the day nobody ever stays they always leave when they get bored or find something better to do and life carrys on you cant stop time..mmm needed an emotional rant